Sunday, November 30, 2014

Ugly Christmas Sweater Party Getup

Ugly Christmas Sweater Party Getup

Christmas hat
$0.85 - kmart.com.au

Studded jewelry
$45 - jewelstreet.com

Cocktail top
modcloth.com

H m trousers
$20 - hm.com

IRO gray booties
blueandcream.com

Holiday home decor
saksfifthavenue.com

Christmas home decor
notonthehighstreet.com

Monki Nailpolish
$2.50 - monki.com

Here we go again...

It seems kindda crazy - I think I'm on a 365-day timer.
I broke up with 'Sinbad' about a month ago. Same deal. He can't commit, won't give me what I want. What I need. I want to share my life with him, move in together, eventually start a family. He's not ready?? You either want to be with me or you don't - right?

I don't know what I'm doing. I love him. He's smart, ambitious, driven, proud, stubborn, caring... He's not perfect - but he's perfect for me. The thing is, we're not in synch. So I can either choose to give him more time, or I can walk away. What other choice do I have?

So, I decided to walk away for the last time. I can't fight for us on my own, and I feel like that's what I'd be doing if I gave him more time. We'd just be having the exact same discussion one year from now...

But I miss him. So much!